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Day 1: Starting Over.



So this is it. The first day of officially moving on. The first day of accepting the end and building a new beginning. 

It is now time to close the door. I must let him go...Monsieur Flâneur. Let go of the life will built together. Let go of the future we planned together. Let...us go.

It has been a week since we have spoken after two months of post break-up communication, where I had hopes that we would reconcile which always ended in him telling me that he didn't know what he wanted. He insisted that I remain in his life at some capacity. He wanted me on his own time and in his own way. He wanted to still enjoy my personality, conversation and humor but with no strings attached.

Today is Day 1 of acceptance, day 1 of finally cutting contact and going cold turkey from this failed romance. Let's see what I can do with myself in the next 365 days...

Sigh...

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